For any parent who is alienated from their child, every single day brings the painful realisation that they are missing a vital piece of their heart and soul. To me it is an unimaginable pain, and yet one I encounter on an almost daily basis as I support men who through no fault of their own, have had this inflicted upon them.
Birthdays, holidays, and festive occasions are all exceptionally difficult times for alienated parents and after Christmas Day there is perhaps none more damaging or hurtful for men than being alienated on Father’s Day.
Many Australian families will be celebrating the role of father’s in their children’s lives this week. Little children will be rushing into Dad’s room to give him the present they made at school, or purchased from the school fete. Older children will be giving Dad a hug, making him breakfast and letting him know he is loved. Sadly though, many fathers will inevitably be alone on Father’s Day and prevented from seeing their children from whom they are cut off and intentionally alienated.
Born from nothing short of spite, hatred and monetary gain, many women will refuse contact on this day if it doesn’t fall on the ‘right’ weekend. For men who are fully alienated and have no contact, often through false allegations, they will know like other years before that they must yet again face this painful day and somehow survive it.
I asked some men from my support group to share their words of what it means to them to be an alienated Dad on Father’s Day. Here are there heartfelt replies.
Hurt. On the most important day in a Father’s life after birth, being with your children on Father’s Day and denied by the mother. It is a knife to the heart, it reduces you to tears and desperation and questions your own worth.
Devastated, heartbroken, confused. I see my daughter for 30 hours in a whole year and they have canceled repeated scheduled visits through no fault of my own. I tried to arrange to see her on Father’s Day, but the mother won’t agree.
You loose hope and you feel suicidal anger and it changes you in a big way , so you move on in this difficult life and carry the pain for the rest off your life.
My ex girlfriend won’t let me see them. I don’t have words for it and I try not to think about it…. Because it’s depressing
It’s absolutely heartbreaking I’d rather not remember the date of fathers day so I can just skip it
First marriage, my children were abducted by their mother for ten years. No Fathers’ Day, no birthdays, no Christmas, nothing. I have still not seen my daughter from that marriage since 1983…….What can I say about the lost time? It sucks. My eldest son, who will soon be 39, only stopped crying on seeing me (or talking on the phone) a couple of years ago. I don’t give a fuck about the impact on me. That is a child’s life destroyed.
For these men the lies and false accusations by the mother of their children have left them with a life of pain. They are faced with a no-win situation when our legal institutions predominantly support the woman’s word irrespective of any evidence, when it is really born out of nothing but evil.
During the court process the mother is the assumed carer and this buys her time and incentive to keep the legal process being drawn out. You see, the longer she alienates the father the more likely she is to get full parental responsibility. She hates him and she wants him to pay, so she wins at all cost through sanctioned perjury.
For the ‘lucky’ ones, even when he proves he has never harmed her or the children he is forced to pay for access through ‘supervised visitation’ centres which are often run by staff who treat innocent father’s like criminals.
All the while she lives off the child support he pays even though he can get very limited or often no access to his children. Our society labels these men as ‘deadbeat dads’ but these mothers are the deadbeats. Lazy, vexatious and vindictive women who want to cause harm at any cost.
Giovanni Dolmo (aka MRKREEP) is a loving and dedicated father from the USA. He uses his music to express his pain and through sharing his story has connected with thousands of men in a similar situation. Listen closely to his words as he captures the heart and soul of alienated fathers around the world in this video.
We can not ignore the impact on children who are also the victims of this malicious and self-centred vendetta. Amanda Sillars from Eeny Meeny Miney Mo Foundation recently commented about the effects on children of Parental Alienation
“This is about power, manipulation and control by a selfish often mentally unwell parent who hates their ex more than they love their own child. The mourning for the child and parent is a ongoing till the day the child is old enough to break free to love that parent. Sometimes the damage is irreversible where the child cannot bond because they have lived a life of conflicted thoughts and suppression.
Children will grow up with a distortion of reality, they will be taught harshness & cruelty and they will learn to exaggerate negative qualities. If the child is strongly influenced by the ex the child loses their ability to think or to feel for themselves. If the child is not taught to have concern for others the child will grow up to have no empathy. A child that grows up with a polarised perception will assume that anything less than perfect should be rejected.
Australia [and the world] needs legal and mental professionals to educate in this sinister, subtle, complex form of child abuse & spousal abuse. Many parents and children suffer in silence because our legal system does nothing to stop it. Some parents cannot and will not co-parent. The courts allows false allegations with no penalties, allows breeching of orders with no consequences and does not have the children’s best interests at heart.
Each man has his own methods of survival. Some that have been alienated for extended periods have found ways to ‘cope’ with what has been inflicted upon them. For all though, it is a soul destroying process of prolonged torture.
For me this year I accept that I will not have any contact from my only biological child. I know it’s not her fault. This year I am choosing to celebrate having my own father in my life. At 81 he’s not always going to be around and I want him to know that he is loved and how important he was to me growing up and knowing that he is always there for me. I know and understand the unconditional love that he has for me and I want him to know how much I appreciate all that he has done for me. It makes me very sad that he won’t see or get a card from his only grandchild though. Parental alienation is child abuse.
Whatever we do in society, we have a responsibility to care for others. This Father’s Day, please reach out to an alienated father and let him know that you care. Let him know that he’s not alone and that like all of us, he is worthy of love and connection with his children.
I will finish with this final quote.
I have not seen my daughter since she was 4, and she will soon be 17. This is the work of a malicious ex-wife and a horribly biased Judge. I was never accused of anything – they just did what they wanted and trampled on my rights, and more importantly, my daughter’s rights. I cannot recover the lost years and experiences that my daughter and I were deprived of. I know now that I will never see my daughter again. If she had died, there would have been an ending to the loneliness and anger eventually. The fact that she is still alive yet unreachable through the machinations of others is like an open wound that never heals and never stops hurting.
For men who need emotional support this Father’s Day (Australia), I will be available online at Relating To Men
The work of Relating To Men is entirely unfunded.
Your support is gratefully appreciated
Photo credit: MRKREEP